The end of sacrifice and the approach of the true temple (Milton—heart). Bowen, no love’s death. To learn body in all its uses. This morning thinking of what is recorded in, on me, so as to serve You.
Oil on Canvas
Tuesday, May 12, 2026
Sunday, May 10, 2026
Jam tomorrow (continuing)
No I am not the same. Scabbing everywhere, over the heart. They, soft tissue bound. He who loveth, she who loveth, man and bird and beast.
Saturday, May 9, 2026
Rhubarb
Rooting where I am.
(I had a farm in Africa: Baroness? Always in that title, both, a twinge of evils imperial and yet we are communing—this seems to be, now, all I have)
Outer resolution says little of the inner winds. To enact a stipulation and find oneself in open field. The gesture (Flusser) in the day: tethers of the heart-free. Will that be what they ask of us. Which is delmore. El more. Spring is not sour; Louis A at last this morning then One Enchanted Evening (some) so perhaps she is with me still, and Again.
Thursday, May 7, 2026
GS
I do not trust them, those big ears, they contravene the artist (FK WB), they dilate his workings
Wednesday, May 6, 2026
NY Plant Designs
Meanwhile seeking more people with marginal relation to the soul root of pola ? stout
Some exilics (elective) and dear me I don’t mean Jabes
suddenly remembering Mavis Gallant as Pyrus pyrifolia, apple-pear
What is this fleshy tasteless thing with its crisp outside and then you finish and on cold food, full meal no air
Sunday, May 3, 2026
Things I have seen (disconcertingly yet all-confirming)
Men with embroidered German flag patches. This, a few times a day now. There is a big conference in two weeks, so it seems a bit early. Then, bunnies in bags. One in a tote in real life, last night, by the Lafayette Van Leeuwen, another toted in Lemon Tree, short film, Este's Mubi login...